Yesterday... it's valentines, a very crucial thing happened to me. It all began when I'm in my schoolmate's house Henry. I decided to stay in his house last Feb. 13 because it's his birthday and it's already 9 pm when I arrive coz I bought some gifts for my love Jadelyn. When I came in his house we ate some food and tell stories about "ring" and "the eye" so I was scared that it all came back in my mind and I started to freak out just then that I don't wanna go home anymore. I was awake up to 4 am. I did some letters for my special friends. When I got home it's 6:45 am so i hurried to bathe and suit my uniform and go to school. I arrived at 8:30 am, lucky for me my teacher wasn't angry.
On these days Jadelyn is mad at me. So I want to say sorry to her and give her my gifts. My seatmate told me that something happened this morning that I will regret forever coz I didn't do something about it
. And one thing suddenly happened. It's very sad for me to remember this but my classmate Requitits, the one whose been courting her, was answered by his suicited girl... my jadelyn...
it was around lunch time. So its very hard for me to accept it a nd yet I still can't accept it until now. I just cry and laugh yesterday
. When I found out that news I punched all the windows near me. My hand was dying and it was red and it was swollen
. When we were in our CAT time it's super hot and the sun was burning my skin. My other schoolmates where steaming already as in I saw some smoke coming out of them. But I didn't mind that because my heart feels more pain than that. Now Im lonely...
about the gift that I bought I broke it. It was a teddy bear and I ripped off its arms, legs and head and threw it in the garbage can. It has a cup and I threw it too. It was very painful...
Andre gagu ka bat di ka pumasok kahapon!?! gagu ka totoo yang nangyari ang sakit!!! kidigidang yan baka hindi na ako pumasok hanggang sa makarecover ako... bahala na.